Alone...

literally. My husband is away for a 10 day training right now so I have been lonely. I have been wanting to do stuff but haven't had the energy. Last night was probably the worst night ive ever had. I was in too much pain to sleep so I didn't. my mind was so worn out and I felt over exhausted but my body had other plans for me. finally at about 3am-4am I was seriously considering going to the ER. the only problem was that I was in too much pain t get up and even walk to the car let alone drive to post to go to the ER. finally about 10am today it let up a little bit. enough to sleep. five minutes after I closed my eyes my husband texts me saying I can come see him. im burned out lol. He is worth it though.

I have been doing a lot of research waiting for my next appointment. I have watched a lot of videos of the laparoscopy surgery, and stuff.

so... we meet again

So, my husband went on a 10 day training this month, and while he was away, I wasn't sure if it was pain mixed with super emotions because he was gone, or if the pain was just that bad. Anyway, I went to the ER to get something for pain. Once I walked in, the woman looked at me saw that  was not bleeding out or had a gun shot wound or something and told me its a 7-8 hour wait to be seen. I left. with as much pain as I was in, I was not about to wait that long to be seen. from my experience the emergency rooms best time to go is at about 3:00-4:00AM so I went home to rest and I came back at 1AM. I felt like I was dying, but still felt a little better than some looked. Finally they called me back to get a pelvic exam and all that joyous stuff. Finally they prescribed me Percocet and sent me on my way at 5AM. I wasn't sure that I would be able to make it home awake, but thankfully I did, and once I got home I took a Percocet and slept all day. it actually did help with the pain a lot, but I don't like to take pills. I am so excited that I FINALLY go back to the doctor on Wednesday, and Im asking for the surgery first thing. I am really hoping that they agree to it. In other things going on with our life, my husband will be getting out of the army soon!!!! YAY!!! it is very bitter sweet though, its more of figuring out for sure plans for when he gets out that is nerve wrecking. but we are working through it. I will post again after my appointment. pray for us! Im so glad I finally get to go back and talk to the doctor again. (never thought id say that). Talk to yall later